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2009/2/23

Johnny Cash - Hurt

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

我一直以为自己走出一种阴暗,但是没有,反而是越陷越深。

觉得对不起很多人。

如上。
2008/9/22

Oasis - I'm Outta Time

Here's a song
It reminds me of when we were young
Looking back at all the things we've done
You gotta keep on keepin' on

Out to sea
Is the only place I am asleep
Can get myself some piece of mind
You know it's getting hard to fly

If I'm to fall
Would you be there to applaud
Or would you hide behind them all
Because If I am to go
In my heart you grow
And that's where you belong

If I'm to fall
Would you be there to applaud
Or would you hide behind the law
Because If I am to go
In my heart you grow
And that's where you belong

If I'm to fall
Would you be there to applaud
Or would you hide behind the law
Because If I am to go
In my heart you grow
And that's where you belong

Yes I'm out of time
I'm out of time
I'm out of time
I'm out of time

听记的,参考了完善的一些资料,可能会有些错。

听的时候很想哭,不知道是因为Lennon那段话还是这首歌本身,还是因为我觉得自己没有时间了。

Liam能写出这首歌,真的让我很惊讶了。他说他丫写了9年。9年可以做很多事情了。

我还有几个9年。
2008/6/6

孤独的人是可耻的 - 张楚

 这是一个恋爱的季节 空气里都是情侣的味道 孤独的人是可耻的
 这是一个恋爱的季节 大家应该互相微笑 搂搂抱抱 这样就好
 我喜欢鲜花 城市里应该有鲜花 即使被人摘掉 鲜花也应该长出来

 这是一个恋爱的季节 大家应该相互交好 孤独的人是可耻的
 生命象鲜花一样绽开 我们不能让自己枯萎 没有选择 我们必须恋爱
 鲜花的爱情是随风飘散 随风飘散随风飘散 他们并不寻找并不依靠 非常地骄傲

 孤独的人 他们想象鲜花一样美丽 一朵骄傲的心风中飞舞跌落人们脚下
 可耻的人 他们反对生命反对无聊 为了美丽在风中在人们眼中变得枯萎


一直觉得张楚很浪漫,很荒唐的事情它写出来都觉得很有味道。

“我可以回去用肥皂把手再洗干净 可我不能去找个姑娘来洗干净头脑”
“我没法再像个农民那样善良 只是麦子还在对着太阳愤怒生长”
“你还新鲜 他们熟了 你担忧你的童贞吧”
“我想着我们的爱情 它不朽 它上面的灰尘一定会很厚”
“别沮丧 就当我们只是去送葬”

最近听的音乐,做的事情让我觉得自己不像自己,反而又回到了几年前那种以无聊来转移注意力的时期。而自己送追求的那种情调,似乎也很要命。

有时候我太多情了,有时候我太迟钝了。不过这都是从前了。

现在不是我,我不知道,我不能去说。

2008/6/1

Gomez - Buena Vista

Wake up butterfly
The sun's fallen down
The clouds are rolling over
And we still got many miles to go
From winter days come starless nights
The constellations frown
And when the heavens start to open
Even monkeys gonna need a coat

And the masterpiece slipped through my hand
Stole a car and drove to a foreign land
The man with the camera said he'd seen it all before, uh huh
And Opus 49's to blame
From moon illusion Buena Vista in flames
The man with the camera said nice try butterfly

Wake up butterfly
The sun's fallen down
The wind is blowing backwards
And it's opening the eye of the storm
The spiders circuit spinning out on the ground
They're wishing they were younger
There's a little bit of that in us all

Take it down
Take it down
There's a little bit of that in us all

Yeah, come on and bring it around
Bring me round
There's a little bit of that in us all...

The masterpiece slipped through my hand
Stole a car and drove to a foreign land
The man with the camera said he'd seen it all before, uh huh
And Opus 49's to blame
From moon illusion Buena Vista in flames
The man with the camera said nice try butterfly

这些日子失眠,听得都是这个。尤其是后半段的Jam,让我更加希望自己会弹吉它。

这些日子很困惑,希望早点熬过去。我相信一切都会好起来的。

2008/4/20

Joy Division/New Order - Ceremony

This is why events unnerve me
They find it all a different story
Notice whom for wheels are turning
Turn again and turn towards this time
All she asks the strength to hold me
Then again the same old story
World will travel oh so quickly
Travel first and lean towards this time

Oh I'll break them down no mercy shown
Heaven knows  it's got to be this time
Watching her, these things she said
The times she cried
Too frail to wake this time

Oh I'll break them down no mercy shown
Heaven knows it's got to be this time
Avenues all lined with trees
Picture me and then you start watching
Watching forever  forever
Watching love grow, forever
Letting me know forever

慢慢的回归,找到自己前一阵子的感觉;但也还是懒散。却听到一些消息,原本知道迟早会要发生的,但是知道了还是不好接受。

我在寻找庇护,我在寻找方向,但是信仰不是交易,你们的神们也不会为你们安排好一切,因为他们很忙。你们得到的只是引导,不要奢望太多,不要自以为是,因为错误的选择都是人做出的。

那个我原先希望来引导我的那些人们可能已经、也应该,对于我来说,某种意义上,死了。回顾自己的迷惘,现在回头发现我只是回自己的脆弱寻找解脱和借口,寻找包容和迁就,寻找接受自己无能的胸怀(们)。

回忆着自己过去,发现自己把自己高估太多了。现在回到了地面,开始寻找地狱的入口。可惜太晚了。命吧。

Heaven knows it's got to be this time
2008/4/17

N.I.B - Black Sabbath

Some people say my love cannot be true
please believe me, my love, and I'll show you
I will give you those things you thought unreal
the sun the moon the star all bear my seal

Follow me now and you will not regret
Leaving the life you led before we met
You are the first to have this love of mine
Forever with me 'till the end of time

Your love for me has just got to be real
Before you know the way I'm going to feel
I'm going to feel
I'm going to feel

Do me Hard!

Now I have you with me, under my power
Our love grows stronger now with every hour
Look into my eyes, you will see who I am
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand

Follow me now and you will not regret
Leaving the life you led before we met
You are the first to have this love of mine
Forever with me 'till the end of time

Your love for me has just got to be real
Before you know the way I'm going to feel
I'm going to feel
I'm going to feel

Now I have you with me, under my power
Our love grows stronger now with every hour
Look into my eyes, you will see who I am
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand


不要管我是谁,牵着我的手和我离开。
2007/9/2

The Smiths - Stop Me If You Think That You've Heard This One Before

Stop me oh stop me
Stop me if you think that you've heard this one before
Stop me oh stop me
Stop me if you think that you've heard this one before

Nothing's changed
I still love you oh I still love you
Only slightly only slightly less than I used to my love

I was delayed
I was way-laid
An emergency stop
I smelt the last ten seconds of life
I crashed down on the crossbar
And the pain was enough to make
A shy, bald, buddhist reflect
And plan a mass murder
Who said I'd lied to her

Oh who said I'd lied because I never I never
Who said I'd lied because I never
I was detained
I was restrained
And broke my spleen
And broke my knee
And then he really laced into me
Friday night in Out-patients
Who said I'd lied to her ?

Oh who said I'd lied because I never I never
Who said I'd lied because I never

Oh so I drank one
It became four
And when I fell on the floor
I drank more

本来想抱怨一点,还是自己打住了自己。最可怕的就是怨天尤人,因为错的都有自己的份。

事情不是很顺利,情绪不是很稳定。这个可以理解。

在情绪稳定的时候,体会到自己对未知的那种兴奋和斗志。这样很好。

倒计时开始了。
2007/8/27

Carnation - The Jam

If you gave me a fresh carnation
I would only crush its tender petals
With me you'll have no escape
And at the same time there'll be nowhere to settle

I trample down all life in my wake
I eat it up and take the cake
I just avert my eyes to the pain
Of someone's loss helping my gain

If you gave me a dream for my pocket
You'd be plugging in the wrong socket
With me there's no room for the future
With me there's no room with a view at all

I am out of season all year round
Hear machinery roar to my empty sound
Touch my heart and feel winter
Hold my hand and be doomed forever

If you gave me a fresh carnation
I would only crush its tender petals
With me you'll have no escape
And at the same time there'll be nowhere to settle

And if you're wondering by now who I am
Look no further than the mirror
Because I am the greed and fear
And every ounce of hate in you

Intern培训或者聚会的时候,我都在高处或者角落了看着来来往往的人,不自觉地哼着这首歌。

这完全不是一首温馨的歌,充满着不满和报复,对于我来说。这就是我追求的甜蜜。

如果你想我,告诉我。下次见面的时候,我也会送你一朵康乃馨的。
2007/8/5

片断

And tonight, it feels so good feeling cheap
-
I Can Only Disappoint U,Mansun

Wherever you bring love, you bring conditions
And so I drink to make you go away
-Slipping Away, Mansun

Walk in silence,
Don't walk away, in silence.
See the danger,
Always danger,
Endless talking,
Life rebuilding,
Don't walk away
-Atmosphere, Joy Division

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just can‘t function no more?
-Love Will Tear Us Apart, Joy Division

As soon as your born they make you feel small,
By giving you no time instead of it all
Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all
-Working Class Hero, John Lennon

She'll suck your thumb
She'll make you come
Coz she's your gun
Now what you've done
-Beetlebum, Blur

First you look so strong
Then you fade away
The sun will blind my eyes
I love you anyway
-Vapour Trail, Ride

Do you keep the reciepts for the friends that you buy?
...
And until you've repaid the dreams you've bought for your lies
You'll be cast away alone under stormy skies
-Where Did It All Go  Wrong, Oasis

这个周末天气不错,晴空万里,于是乎每天下午就去公园的草坪上窥视暴露的女性们。
2006/12/20

黑豹—无地自容

人潮人海中有你有我
相遇相识相互琢磨

人潮人海中是你是我
装作正派面带笑容

人潮人海中又看到你
一样迷人一样美丽

慢慢的放松慢慢的抛弃
同样仍是并不在意

不必过份多说自已清楚
你不必过份多说你自已清楚
你我到底想要作些什么

不必在乎许多更不必难过
总究有一天你会明白我
总究有一天你会离开我

不再相信相信什么道理
人们已是如此冷漠

不再回忆回忆什么过去
我不再回忆回忆什么过去
现在不是从前的我

曾感到过寂寞也曾被别人冷落
却从未有感觉我无地自容

前几天无意中打开原先自己保留的中文歌曲,看到了这首。好几年前就听着,后来开始了Britpop,就几乎忘记了。

开始向往那个时代,这会是怎样的一种回忆?争议中创造了辉煌,却在辉煌中选择另外一条路。

歌词里面的是一种似乎不是我这个时代的孩子可以理解和体会的,但是我可以悄悄的感受到一点,那么一种色彩。这才是中国的摇滚,因为这是生活,因为这首歌是大众的音乐。

P.S.今天华丽的开始了我的减肥计划,10000米跑的我的脚都肿了。明天继续。
P.S.2 我的组员们啊!你们给我争口气啊!加油啊!
P.S.3 Spike, You're OUT!
2005/10/30

Something's Burning

Don't count your chickens
'Cos they're never gonna hatch
You can't catch a monkey with a shotgun and a sack
'Cos you're too dull baby
You can't see the wood for the trees
'Cos you're too slow baby
You just couldn't get off your knees
Don't count your chickens
'Cos they're never gonna hatch
You can't catch a monkey with a shotgun and a sack
'Cos you're too dull baby
You can't see the wood for the trees
'Cos you're too slow baby
You just couldn't get off your knees

I can see the love and the hate in your eyes
Penny for the thoughts behind your disguise
What you gonna do and what you gonna say?
I'm not the only one believing there's an easier way

It doesn't pay to disorientate me
It doesn't cost to be someone
I am the vine
And you're the branches

Don't knock a young man
you don't know what he'll get done
You can't kick and old man see what he's become
You are far too lazy
You stick to your pillow with ease
'Cos you're much too lazy
you just couldn't get off your knees

I can see the love and the hate in your eyes
Penny for the thoughts behind your disguise
What you gonna do and what you gonna say?
I'm not the only one believing there's an easier way

It doesn't pay to disorientate me
It doesn't cost to be someone
I am the vine
And you're the branches

Don't count your chickens
'Cos they're never gonna hatch
You can't catch a monkey with a shotgun and a sack
'Cos you're too dull baby
You can't see the wood for the trees
'Cos you're too slow baby
You just couldn't get off your knees

I can see the love and the hate in your eyes
Penny for the thoughts behind your disguise
What you gonna do and what you gonna say?
I'm not the only one believing there's an easier way
What'ya gonna do with the rest of your life
Penny for the thoughts behind your disguise

I am the vine
And you're the branches
这不是一首有名气的歌,但是我很喜欢。
最近吉他到手,热手用的是Stone Roses的Riff。
唯独这首找不到。
也许就是命运。


2005/9/4

U2-One

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same Am
Will it make it easier on you
Now you got someone to blame
You say
One love, one life
When it's one need in the night
It's one love we get to share it
It leaves you baby if you don't care for it
Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's too late tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One

Have you come here for forgiveness?
Have you come to raise the dead?
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head?

Did I ask too much, more than a lot
You gave me nothing, now it's all I got
We're one, but we're not the same
We hurt each other then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple, Love a higher law
Love is a temple, Love the higher law

You ask me to enter, but then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on to what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love, one blood
One life, you got to do what you should
One life with each other
Sisters, brothers
One life, but we're not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One.
One.

真正看完了歌词,我才明白,为什么Q会这么说。U2的作词实在是经典,不敢说像Pink Floyd那样的思考和大气,但是绝对也是充满了哲理和深度。